Kim and I met to see "Once" in Chelsea.
"Once" is small, shaky, gorgeous, quiet, and brilliant. If you like music, love, Ireland, heartbreak, or happiness, "Once" will bring you joy (and a little sadness--I cried a bit at parts). It stars two real-life musicians who don't have acting experience. One of the musicians is Glenn Hansard.
Here is Glenn Hansard:
I love Glenn Hansard and I would like to marry him and make little Irish Glenn Hansard babies.
When Glenn Hansard sings I feel it in my veins. He's the reason girls fall for musicians. He's the reason that Kim and I both turned to each other at the end of the film and said, "I need to run home and buy that music."
Don't get me wrong, the female lead sparkles too. But I don't want to have her babies. I just want to hang out with her and listen to her play the piano and sing.
Right now I'm listening to the soundtrack and tingling. All-over tingling.
And I'm wishing that I could play guitar or piano. Or that I had kept up with my singing or saxophone playing back in high school.
For one brilliant year of my life, I was a good singer. A solid singer. It was jr. high school. I received an "O" at NYSSMA, the highest score, for my rendition of a dramatic and depressing song about a creepy bird. And that "O" landed me a spot at SCMEA, the concert for the best singers in Suffolk County. And I practiced and practiced and promptly lost my voice in time for the concert. And singing wasn't the same after that. Losing my voice was a sad failure. And I knew I'd lose it again. And that I'd never be the absolute best singer. I quit caring so much.
And now Glenn Hansard won't let me be in his band. Lesson learned. Don't give up. Keep signing.